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Undetermined and Unhindered 2006-06-22 02:52:00 I should have known that, right? (Never mind that question. I am supposed to be striking it with a line…) Now, what. Everything is so perplexed and I think it will be hard for me to recapitulate. Monday and Tuesday was absolutely wonderful. I attended the seminar/workshop administered by Mr. John Man, the founder of Smart Process International, entitled “Breakthroughs in Education”. Ma’am Sheila assigned four of us in the Fourth Year: Francesca (IV-1), Kathleen (IV-2), Angela (IV-3) and me. At first, our principal mandated us to have only two participants from each year level. Francesca then phoned Ma’am Shei to ask what we should do. Francesca and I were appointed to stay. But then later on, the four of us stayed together and none of us was out of the team. I thought the seminar Ma’am Shei was talking last week is purely connected with Journalism, but then Mr. John’s aim was to improve the quality of our school. He was so incredible. I don&rs ...

Still and at Rest 2006-06-20 10:36:00 The two-day seminar/workshop with Mr. John Man ended last afternoon with his promise of coming back to our school. Tomorrow is going to be the twelfth school day. I am not ready. It’s hard to catch up what was happening. I’ll try. – 11:38 PM 6/20/2006 (laptop) ...

"Quicksand On Water" 2006-06-20 05:47:00 I was afraid to face what’s lyin’ aheadIt was so dark I couldn’t see a faceWould someone help a stupid guy like meOn understanding things I need to seeCould tomorrow bring me a radiant glowThe sun will set, the wind will always blowAnother dawn will blaze the fire afarI’m not alone beneath the moon and stars. ...

Rant about the Use of the English Language 2006-06-20 00:04:00 A teacher once asked his student to read an essay. The student scrutinized the paper handed to him and started browsing its body. Afterwards, the student lent the essay back to his teacher and observed “Ma’am, hindi ko po maintindihan!” What do you think is the problem of the student? Perhaps the reason behind what he said is that there are Filipinos nowadays who are not that capable of understanding the second official language of our country–which is English. I am proud to be a Filipino… proud enough to say that Filipinos use the English language in a more accurate way, and to say the truth, more fluent that the other English-speaking countries. But then I still feel pity to those who cannot speak English in a good way. In a Tagalog slang term, for that matter, say Barok. The problem continually begin with grammar and ends in a paragraph construction confusion. Another turmoil I see is the way some teeners speak English–they start it by constructi ...

Things Rambled 2006-06-19 19:54:00 As of now, everything appears to be unclear, unequivocably terrible yet tricky in the sense that I cannot go on with my mundane way of living. I hope everything will be fine as soon as possible not just for the sake of myself but also for the people around me who are totally disturbed with certain matters. – 12:03 AM 6/21/2006 (AVR, Rizal High School) ...

I wrote the first half of "My Best Friend" last Th… 2006-06-19 00:18:00 I wrote the first half of “My Best Friend” last Thursday and, surprisingly, finished it last night. Right now, I don’t know if the circulation of that two-page story is on process right now in the classroom. I don’t know what’s happening inside the IV-3 classroom. For two days, I will be away from them to give way to this seminar. I hope everything will going to work out fine. – 1:17 PM 6/19/2006 (AVR, Rizal High School) ...

What’s the Essence of Celebrating Father’s Day When Your Father is not Around? 2006-06-18 05:55:00 I opened my eyes the moment I learned that it is yet another day with something missing. I looked around and realized that I have half-siblings, a mother, a father…but none of them are with me. I then closed my eyes and compelled myself to conceive that it is just a dream–a mere dream composed of unlimited action-packed adventures and unexplainable recurrences of tricky, flimsy events illuminating the compassion of one’s self towards his own rants. Expectly, I failed on achieving such aspiration tantamount on being the happiest man in the world. I failed because I cannot heed on the reality that I am an adversity-destroyed product of a broken family. So to speak, I am a stereotypical testament of an anticipated aftermath. Soon, I apprehended that the third Sunday of June is the sought-after observance of Fathers’ Day. Concurrently, I knew what was missing, or rather, who was missing. I have a little memento of my father and I being together when I was a kid. I ...

Expect the Unexpected 2006-06-17 23:01:00 Why is it that Pamela didn’t tell me right away that Brian wanted to talk to me. If she did so, I would be dangling around to disconnect the internet connect to give way to his phone call. I am so stupid. He told her he misses me. I can’t believe he do. ...

Those Were The Days 2006-06-17 09:43:00 Who should be blamed–the one who was furiously pursuing to be loved or the one who was not there for the one he allegedly loved? That question startled in my mind as soon as the blitzkrieg of emotions expounded throughout my humane. I had to stop the work given to me by my aunt, paused the song I was hearing, and closed the blogs I was reading, to give way on sharing to you the culprit of my outburst… Kamusta na ang panganay ko? Alam ko naman kung gaano kasama ang loob mo sa akin. Hanggang mamatay na lang siguro ako ay wala ka nang kapatawaran. Kung napagtiisan mo lang sana ang kahirapan ng buhay ko dito. Sama-sama kayong magkakapatid dito. Alam ko di mo kakayanin! Kaya nang hinatid kita sa arport naging malungkot ako. Kahit hindi mo na ako tinuturing na tatay mo, ikaw pa rin ang panganay ko at una kong minahal. Dati pag tumatawag ako ng long distance diyan, ayaw mo akong kausapin. Kaya hindi na lang kita ginambala sa buhay mo. Pero hindi ibig sabihin no’n na kinali ...

Stephen King’s IT 2006-06-17 01:20:00 Yesterday, May Joy handed to me her 3-disc VCD copy of the movie IT. I wasn’t that astonished with the cover, at first, but was terrified after watching. I watched the first half of the movie last night and finished it as early as I woke up this morning. The runtime of the said movie based from Stephen King’s bestselling novel bearing the same title is 192 minutes. It wasn’t really boring because it intensified the suspense on me. Even though there was this stupid, greedy clown who offered balloons all the time to the Losers (a group of seven kids who was petrified by IT), it didn’t spoil the thrill. I just didn’t like the ending of the film, but then, it didn’t altered my plan on searching for a copy of the novel. I want to read the book itself though it is more than a thousand page (whoo!). – 2:38 PM 6/17/2006 (laptop) ...

This is my Revised Layout 2006-06-16 07:19:00 This is how I really want my blog to look like. I’m already done so there’s no more reason to stay here. I’m all alone here in the second floor of Study Net. Earlier, I was with Mark. I’m all alone yet happy for having a nicer blog. Got to go home! – 8:18 PM 6/16/2006 (study net, computer no. 44) ...

The Worst Week Yet: How Things Boiled Up To Frustrate Me and How People Learned to Hate Me 2006-06-16 05:05:00 It is Friday: the most anticipated day of the week: last of the five consecutive gruesome days within the walls of Rizal High School. I do not know exactly if the use of two colons in a sentence is accepted, the way I use for that matter, in the modern English language. I got the idea from a novel by Clarlotte Bronte entitled Jane Eyre. So silly is the fact that I am here in Study Net, sitting on a monoblock chair, simulating a stupid person on jotting down his stupid rantings for his stupid blog, with his feet post-soaked in flood in the virtue of the previous malignant rain, and to tell the truth, bathed. I have to consider two things: First, heaven took the responsibility of crying for me; second, heaven was so mad at me for loathing the past four school days (Day 6-Day 9). For the past four days, I was busy on accomplishing my UPCAT (University of the Philippines College Admission Test) form. On the course of finishing the four-page form, it took me some time to relinquish my time ...

five sentences in every five paragraphs 2006-06-13 07:14:00 Eight o’clock in the evening.Filled with endless melancholy.Never heard a single word from you.Yet still believing that someday you’ll knowThe feeling I had for you. Too grumpy is this night.As swift as the fluttering breezeThat touches my ears each time I breath.No time to compensateNor should people think me as an ass. I am happy everytime I see you.Your smile. Your eyes. Your cheeks.Your mindful scrutinies.Every inch of you makes my heart bounce.Why, I ask myself. I am freezed by your dazzling glance.I am astonished by your deliberated ego.I am amazed by your strength and faith.I want to know you more.I want you to know me, too. Freedom. Friendship. Love.Too awkward for them to understand.Too silly for my angst-stricken friends.Freedom. Friendship. Love.I like you. That’s what I want you to know. – 8:11 PM 6/13/2006 (Study Net, Computer No. 24) ...

walang pamagat na nararapat sa isang magulong araw 2006-06-13 05:01:00 Ang araw na ito? Hindi ko malaman. Maaga akong pumasok. Umpisa pa lang ng mga klase nakakabad-trip na. Iba na ang teacher namin sa Filipino, gayon din sa MAPEH. Masyadong maluwag ang araw na ito kaya wala akong masabi. Puro tungkol sa UPCAT ang lumaganap sa buong pilot class. Parang may sunog. Hindi ko alam kung ano ba kukunin ko sa college at kung saan ko ba talaga gusto mag-aral at anong course ba. Eto ang mga choices ko: BA Journalism BA Speech Communication BA Film/Audiovisual Communication BA Creative Writing BA Theater Arts Sa English, noong una sagot ako ng sagot kahit hindi ako sure sa mga sagot ko. Our lesson was about LISTENING. Tapos nung nag-grouping na nakakahiya talaga. Bakit kasi ako yung leader. Nakakahiya. Napahiya ako. Bakit lagi na lang! Eto pa, hindi naman masyadong maganda ung araw lalo na nung nagpaulan si Pamela. Huhuhu. Basang-basa siya kanina. Kung nandito lang sana ang best friend niya kaya lang nasa Canada na. Muzta na kaya doon ang utol ko? Ngayon, nasa St ...

more archived posts… 2006-06-13 03:28:00 2.01.2006pesteng creative writingpesteng contest yan…may contest ba???? napakawalang kwenta!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sobra! sobrang walang kwenta. nandito nga pala kami sa library ni mhadz… napakawalang kwenta rin nung library…. este nung computer. pero nagpapasalamat po ako… huhuhu…:(( kasi po huhuhuhu :(( meron po kaming computer na nagagamit po sa school huhuhu. tapos nandito pa si viic.. napaka-talaga. tapos pa-impress na naman po si mark renan as usual… isa nga siya sa host mamaya e. kakabuwisit paimpress mali-mali naman ang grammar. kala mo nmn kung cnong best in english. hayz tlg. eto nga po pala kami nasa library hinihintay na magsimula ang contest. (may contest b?) tpos ano p b? ON-THE-SPOT CREATIVE WRITING CONTEST? huh? ok lang cla??? miz n nga po d2 ni mhadz c allan e…. may date p cla maya.. ehehehe… tpos ung ibang senior n officer ng creative writing nagre-research ng ewan…. kainis kasi ang bagal tlg ng computer d2 at wors ...