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her moods swing 2006-10-24 22:24:00 Standing aloof on the apparently wet earth near our classroom, as I was nearly watching the hoopla making ear-cracking sounds now and then, a figure came close to me. Every inch of her made me shiver. Yes, it was her who was drawing to me. She took out something from her bag–a treasure. Is this the end, I asked myself. I then moved across the earth and opened the treasure. I swiftly turned its pages to know its content. Then BLAST! It was a traumatic revelation which I do not want to ignore. She wanted me to give her time. She wanted some long time for her to think about everything. She said her trust is fading away, not on me, but with that someone I entrusted the treasure one time which made this thing drastic for me. Trust is very important. I am blaming myself that I entrusted the treasure to someone who will betray me. Instead of merely giving the treasure to her, she gave it to this someone. Oh well, how I wish I never lend the treasure to this someone. All I got to do now ...

this is the beginning 2006-10-23 04:17:00 God be with us always. This is the starting of my blogging experience. May you bear with everything I will write. ONE WAY, JESUS! ...

http://paurong.wordpress.com 2006-10-09 06:13:00 http://paurong.wordpress.com ...

Let It Roll by Secondhand Serenade Lyrics. 2006-09-02 22:03:43 LET IT ROLL by Secondhand Serenade The night smells like december and we’re deep undercovers staking out what could be better than all the money in the world and im watching u and im waiting for the perfect time to start participating and u signal me to stay but i open my mouth any way but its over were gonners its out of our control and if theres one thing that i know its that its best to just let it roll so lets just let it roll ur hazel eyes paralyze my senses cut me down to size defenseless im defensless and i know its late but im waiting for the moment that ive been anticipating and i signal u to go where it will take us i don’t know but its over were gonners its out of our control and if theres one thing that i know its that its best to just let it roll so lets just let it roll just dont waste ur night before it started make sure im worth every single second Yea!!! and now its over were gonners its out of our control and if theres one thing that i know its that its be ...

Awake by Secondhand Serenade Lyrics. 2006-09-02 22:02:47 AWAKE by Secondhand Serenade With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes, I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do. You’re an angel disguised. And you’re lying real still, but your heart beat is fast just like mine. And the movie’s long over, that’s three that have passed, one more’s fine. Will you stay awake for me? I don’t wanna miss anything I don’t wanna miss anything I will share the air I breathe, I’ll give you my heart on a string, I just don’t wanna miss anything. I’m trying real hard not to shake. I’m biting my tongue, but I’m feeling alive and with every breathe that I take, I feel like I’ve won. You’re my key to survival. And if it’s a hero you want, I can save you. Just stay here. Your whispers are priceless. Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near. Will you stay awake for me? I don’t wanna miss anything I don’t wanna miss anything I will share the air ...

Maybe by Secondhand Serenade Lyrics. 2006-09-02 22:01:50 MAYBE by Secondhand Serenade Didn’t you want to hear the sound of all the places we could go Do you fear the expressions on the faces we don’t know It’s a cold hard road when you wake up and I don’t think that I Have the strength to let you go Maybe it’s just me, Couldn’t you believe that everything I said and did, wasn’t just deceiving And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face makes me wish that I was never brought into this place There goes my ring It might as well have been shattered and I’m here to sing about the things that mattered about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong Maybe it’s just me, Couldn’t you believe that everything I said and did, wasn’t just deceiving And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face makes me wish that I was never brought into this place And someday, I promise I’ll be gone And someday, I might even ...

Your Call by Secondhand Serenade Lyrics. 2006-09-02 22:00:28 YOUR CALL by Secondhand Serenade Waiting for your call, I’m sick, call I’m angry call I’m desperate for your voice I’m listening to the song we used to sing In the car, do you remember Butterfly, Early Summer It’s playing on repeat Just like when we would meet Like when we would meet I was born to tell you I love you and I am torn to do what I have to To make you mine Stay with me tonight Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh Cause every breath that you will take While you are sitting next to me Will bring life into my deepest hopes What’s your fantasy? What’s yours? I was born to tell you I love you and I am torn to do what I have to To make you mine Stay with me tonight And I’m tired of being all alone And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home And I’m tired of being all alone And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home And I’m tired of b ...

Vulnerable by Secondhand Serenade Lyrics. 2006-09-02 21:58:56 VULNERABLE by Secondhand Serenade Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in because its cold outside cold outside its cold out side share with me the secrets that you kept in because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside and your slowly shaking finger tips show that your scared like me so let pretend were alone and I no you may be scared and I no were unprepared but I don’t care tell me tell me what makes you think that you are invincible I can see it in your eyes that your so sure please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable impossible I was born to tell you I love you its that a song already I get a B in originality and its true I cant go on without you your smile makes me see clear if you could only see in the mirror what I see and your slowly shaking finger tips show that your scared like me so let pretend were alone and I no you may be scared and I no were unprepared but I don’t care tell me tell me what makes you think that you ...

Half Alive by Secondhand Serenade Lyrics. 2006-09-02 20:38:31 HALF ALIVE by Secondhand Serenade It’s four AM, I’m waking up to your perfume Don’t get up, I’ll get through on my own I don’t know if I’m home Or if I lost the way into your room I’m spiraling into my doom I’m feeling half alive but I know one day You and I will be free, To live and die by our own rules, Free.. Despite the fact that men are fools. I’m almost alive, and I need you to try And save me. It’s okay that we’re dying, But I need to survive tonight, tonight. Well excuse me while I get killed softly, Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I’m okay At least ’til yesterday, You know you got me off my highest guard, Believe me when I say it’s hard. We’ll get through this tonight And I know one day you and I will be free To live and die by our own rules, Free.. Despite the fact that men are fools. I’m almost alive, and I need you to try And save me. It’s okay that we’re d ...

august 31 - wake tomorrow now 2006-08-31 03:54:00 ilang beses nang nangyari sa akin ito. at ilang beses pa sigurong mangyayari. nagmukha na naman akong patay na bata dahil absent na naman si arvin. hindi ko na alam kung bakit ba siya patuloy na nag-aasal rebelde. nakakainis na talaga. kahit anong saway ko sa kanya at pagpapaalaala sa mga dapat niyang isakilos pagdating sa pag-aaral ay parang wala ring nagiging epekto. naisip ko tuloy na mabuti na lang at hindi ako pala-absent ngayong fourth year dahil malala pala ang kahihinatnan ng ganoong asal. sa ngayon, marami na siyang patong-patong na atraso sa school. isa-isa nang ipinatatawag ng mga teacher ang magulang niya. kung hindi siya absent, half day ang drama niya. pero sa kabila ng lahat, huwag niyo sana siyang husgahan kaagad, lalo na’t hindi niyo pa siya lubusang kilala. kung iisipin niyo para siyang nagtatamad-tamaran lang pero ang totoo may malaki siyang problema sa kanyang pamilya. hindi ko nga akalain na ganoon pala kabigat ang pinapasan ng puso niya. hindi kasi siya mahi ...

august 30 - birthday ni rovie 2006-08-30 07:51:00 hindi ko sukat akalain na magiging sobrang saya nitong araw na ito. kahit na merong mga sabit-sabit na punchline ng kung sinu-sino at kahit na maraming sikretong nabunyag. masaya talaga. ...

august 29 - patay na bata 2006-08-29 05:48:00 tumahimik ako sa sulok.nagmukmok, naghimutok, inantok. wala na akong dapat sabihin pasapagkat ang pag-amin ay sapat na. [repost]hindi na muna dapat ako magsalita tungkol sa mga nangyayari kay paurong. kaya lang, naiinis pala talaga ako. hindi lang ako naiinis, natatakot din ako–natatakot mag-isa. ewan ko ba dun. para lang naman akong patay na bata ngayong araw dahil wala akong kasama buong araw. umabsent na naman kasi si arvin nang hindi ko alam ang dahilan. kahit papaano ay umayos naman ang klase. walang matinong klase ngayong araw. kanina, nakapag-bonding kami ni rovie. tinulungan ko siya sa hinapit niyang assignment sa math. tapos, naikwento niya rin ang mga tungkol sa kanila ni arvin. ewan ko ba dun. ewan ko ba dun. ewan ko ba dun.sunud-sunod na umugong sa ulo ko ang mga salitang iyan. napapansin ko lang naman kasi na natatakot talaga akong maiwan. yun lang naman. THANKS: Donya Quixote, Bananas, Pam, Cai, Yna, Meg, Kevin, Angel, Jinjiruks, Dawnie, Christie. ...

august 28 - am i possessive? 2006-08-28 05:27:00 Sharyl and Vin’s Story Unfinished Sorry. Because of some errors, the disclaimer would like to apologize to the bloggers and non-bloggers who visit the blog. Although the disclaimer was also disappointed and unhappy with this, finishing the blog before the last day of the month was choosed rather than continuing it. The Three Sweet Cheers to Three Long Years is still accessable. Just click to the link to enter the said blog. The next blog will resume on the very first day of the month of September. The disclaimer would like to acknowledge Sharyl Aquino, Jonell Estillore and Rovie delos Reyes. Again, the disclamer asks for your kind consideration. - POSSESSIVE NA KUNG POSSESSIVE. WAG KA NAMANG MAG-ISIP NG GANYAN, JONELL! SPECIAL THANKS: Cai.THANKS: Jochie, Bleue, Jinjiruks, Zord, Jhed, Rowjie Rosa Carmel. ...

august 27 - tee, ey, ee 2006-08-26 17:27:00 saan ba talaga nagsimula ang salitang shit. teka nga. baka kapag hindi ko nalaman e hindi ako makatulog. kailangan ko nang alamin. ngayon na! e di ba expression na yun ng mga tao? ewan ko ba kung bakit naging expression ng best friend ko ang “tae”. kapag may nakalimutan “tae”, kapag may maling nagawa “tae”, kapag naiinis “tae”, kapag wala lang “tae” pa rin. walang araw na hindi niyo maririnig sa akin ang pagsabi ng “tae”. nahawa kasi ako sa best friend ko. kaya nga kapag nakakakita ako ng tae sa kalsada, ang nasasabi ko na lang ay “tae”. minsan naman kapag lunchbreak, habang kumakain ang mga kaklase ko, nasasabi ko na lang ang “tae” at wala silang magawa kundi magtakip ng tainga. e bakit nga ba kapag may nagsabi ng “shit”, akala ng mga tao mura kaagad iyon. e diba nga ang ibig sabihin ng shit ay tae? offensive lang naman talaga ang word na ito. marami kasing ibig sabihin ang sali ...

august 26 - no greater fool 2006-08-25 15:50:00 akala mo lang wala ka sa akinakala mo lang hindi kita gustoakala mo lang manhid akopero ang totoomahal talaga kitahindi ko lang maipakitadahil takot akong masaktan. - Who should be blamed–the one who was furiously pursuing to be loved or the one who was not there for the one he allegedly loved? That question startled in my mind as soon as the blitzkrieg of emotions expounded throughout my humane. I had to stop the work given to me by my aunt, paused the song I was hearing, and closed the blogs I was reading, to give way on sharing to you the culprit of my outburst… Kamusta na ang panganay ko? Alam ko naman kung gaano kasama ang loob mo sa akin. Hanggang mamatay na lang siguro ako ay wala ka nang kapatawaran. Kung napagtiisan mo lang sana ang kahirapan ng buhay ko dito. Sama-sama kayong magkakapatid dito. Alam ko di mo kakayanin! Kaya nang hinatid kita sa arport naging malungkot ako. Kahit hindi mo na ako tinuturing na tatay mo, ikaw pa rin ang panganay ko at una kong ...